BBCA broadcasts the show three times here -- 6 p.m. (the East Coast feed), 9 p.m. (the West Coast feed) and midnight (the Hawaiian feed). Although I'm on the West Coast, I usually watch at 6 p.m., because -- why wait? But last night I couldn't watch until 10 p.m. as I was out, and then I discovered I hadn't set the recorder for long enough (65 minute episode) and the recording missed the very end, so I had to wait for midnight to watch it again and see the full cliffhanger! But I had no trouble staying up, as there was NO way I was going to bed at that point without seeing it!

You might want to see if you can get the earlier mainland feeds -- I'd be curious to know if you can.

My emotions kept flitting from anxious to scared to excited to numb.

Yep, that about sums it up!